Day 12 Results: My 30-Day Noise App Experiment (Releasing My Old Life 💗)
Welcome back to my little corner of the internet 💗
I’m officially on Day 12 of my 30-day experiment posting on the Noise app… and today felt emotional in a different kind of way.
Not bad emotional.
Just… reflective.
Because I can feel myself changing.
And I think there’s a certain kind of grief that comes with realizing:
👉 your old life no longer fits you anymore.
📊 Day 12 Results
Here’s where I’m at today:
Followers: 869 → 894 (+25 💗)
Earnings: $5.00 → $5.34 (+$0.34)
✨ What Happened Today
👉 I posted 4 times today
And I can definitely feel the consistency building now.
Not every post goes viral.
Not every day feels magical.
But continuing to show up anyway?
That’s changing me.
💰 Noise App Goal Check-In
Goal:
👉 $50 to cash out
Current:
👉 $5.34 / $50
Still building steadily 💗
And honestly… every little increase excites me because it reminds me:
👉 momentum compounds.
🎯 Follower Goal Check-In
Goal:
👉 1,000 followers
Current:
👉 894 / 1,000
Now only:
👉 106 followers away 😭
That feels SO much closer now.
🚶♀️ Day 34 of Walking
Another consistency win:
👉 Day 34 of walking 10K steps
And I truly think this habit is helping regulate my nervous system more than I realized.
Walking has become:
grounding
calming
stabilizing
Especially during emotional transitions.
🌟 Trying the Stella Manifesting App
I also started using the free version of the Stella app today…
And honestly?
👉 It seems SUPER cool 👀💗
I’ve really been leaning deeper into:
identity work
affirmations
becoming intentional about the version of myself I’m creating
🧠 The Identity Shift Happening
A few affirmations I feel really drawn to lately are:
✨ “Everything I touch is gold.”
✨ “My mind is worth millions.”
And honestly…
Those affirmations feel less like fantasy lately and more like:
👉 permission.
Permission to stop identifying with:
survival mode
fear
inconsistency
emotional chaos
And start identifying with:
abundance
discipline
self-trust
stability
💗 The Grief of Outgrowing Your Old Life
I do feel a little sad today though.
Not because I want my old life back…
But because there’s grief in realizing:
👉 I can’t stay the same anymore.
Some habits.
Some mindsets.
Some versions of me.
They simply can’t come with me where I’m going.
And I think healing sometimes looks like:
feeling grateful
while alsogrieving what you’re releasing
At the same time.
🌱 What I’m Learning
Day 12 is teaching me:
growth can feel emotional
healing isn’t always linear
consistency changes your identity over time
letting go creates space for something better
🌿 Root Chakra Reflection
This journey keeps bringing me back to:
👉 safety.
Financial safety.
Emotional safety.
Energetic safety.
And the more I:
save money
create routines
walk daily
protect my energy
…the more grounded I feel.
🔄 What I’m Focusing on Next
Going into Day 13:
continue posting consistently
keep growing toward 1,000 followers
stay committed to my routines
continue stepping into this new version of myself
💬 Final Thoughts
Day 12 feels less like:
👉 “trying to fix my life”
And more like:
👉 slowly becoming the person I was always meant to be.
💬 Let’s Talk
Have you ever felt grief while growing into a new version of yourself?
